I knew it was coming. I knew since the loss of my last pregnancy when we talked with my doctor about what we could do differently next time. I knew since my first prenatal appointment with this pregnancy, and again my doctor brought it up. I have know for weeks.
However, after today's appointment when my doctor set the date for my surgery, and therefore bed rest, it really hit me that I don't have very much time. Everything is going to happen next Friday! I have already started making a list of meals that I can make and freeze. I am also going to be using our local library's online catalog a lot.
Although it is going to be a challenge, I already have lots of support and things to be thankful for. I have a husband who is already planning how he can be of help and support to me during this time. Both my mother and my in-laws will be coming in October and November to help while my husband is out of town. I have a great doctor that is going to check everything at least once a week. I have already seen the specialist who said that everything looks great right now and we are on course to have a successful pregnancy. Every day that I am able to make through is another day closer to holding my babies. I need to hold on to these positive thoughts.
My hope is that I use this blog a lot during that time, and mostly not to complain or whine (although I know I will need to from time to time). So truly, the countdown and preparation has begun!